<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8' standalone='yes'?><rss version='2.0'><channel><title>My Blog Feed</title><link>http://www.tblog.com/</link><description>A tBlog Blog!</description><lastBuildDate>Mon, 26 Mar 2007 21:27:18 -0700</lastBuildDate><language>en-us</language><item><title><![CDATA[goodnight has never seems so bad]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/226077</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/226077</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[And I have to admit that disappointment's never felt so painful.  That I've never allowed myself to be so sure of something before and been wrong, but I guess there's a first time for everything.  I'v... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/226077'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[a flashback so real I could almost hear their voices]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/225924</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/225924</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Today I was stuck in traffic and running late to work as usual but how somehow figured I could still make it on time.  And that annoying traffic from the interstate to 190 was yet again my downfall.  ... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/225924'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[one of those days when you laugh so hard your side hurts, and it's the best feeling in the world]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/225880</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/225880</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Yesterday was a feel good day.  From working out to dressing up, we had a blast.  Kelli and I decided to visit sean at work and after an awkward conversation with the hostess we finally sat at the tab... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/225880'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[sometimes you just want to believe what you know not to be true]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/223531</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/223531</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[When people tell you that these are the days when everything's different than it used to be they don't mention the changing.  How you spend the first half of that carefree summer tying up the loose en... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/223531'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[dreaming isn't a separate part of life, it grows right from it]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/223514</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/223514</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Last night I had a dream that I ran into an old friend from school and everything was still okay, we were still excited to see each other and anxious to catch up on old times.  All I remember is the h... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/223514'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[when I woke up today there were tears in my eyes...]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/221470</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/221470</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Today is the forth of July, a day generalized as a picnic, watersport, outdoorsy, family day that literally goes out with a bang.  Everyone makes plans to bbq and everywhere you look you see cut water... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/221470'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[the hourglass is small for a reason, the important things can't wait]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/221286</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/221286</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Waiting...it seems like the cruelest form of torture.  I hate waiting.  Waiting for something, for someone, waiting for the beginning, waiting for the end.  Waiting can only make things worse.  It for... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/221286'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[it's obvious how much is really left unsaid]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/216908</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/216908</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[and he probably won't call tonight just because I'll wait up for it, and he'll have some kind of excuse about "blah blah blah...are you mad?" and I'll say no and move on because it's truly not worth i... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/216908'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[only time will tell...]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/216876</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/216876</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I miss Florida and the magic of it and I wish I was back there again.  Everything seemed good there, being gone was just what I needed and after being back for a few days I wish to be on vacation agai... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/216876'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[not quite the good-bye I was imagining]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/208887</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/208887</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[the guys got a rude awakening tonight.  Almost like for the first time they tried to make me feel below them and they didn't succeed.  I have Sean to thank for that, and as much as I hated it and as m... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/208887'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[no one thinks much of it, but it means the world to us all]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/206949</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/206949</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[something about the daily activities of Mandeville make you more sentimental.  Maybe it's the timing or the location or just the realization that nothing's the same anymore, but you definitely appreci... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/206949'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[journaling old school style]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/206042</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/206042</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I found my old journal the other day and began reading entries from the beginning of this year.  I've noticed how I used to write, in detail, the highs and lows of even the common days.  I could tell ... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/206042'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[207???yeah that'll do]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/205866</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/205866</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[We got our dorm assignments and after a day of anger and disappointment, we're making the most of it. It won't be that bad after all. We went shopping today, well more like browsing, and I think we re... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/205866'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[the truth doesn't just hurt, it kills you]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/204972</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/204972</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[and it makes me realize how much I can't wait to leave and to walk away from you all once and for all and when you're staring at my back and it hits you that I'm actually gone I hope you realize what ... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/204972'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[the heart of our past that makes the future seem so near]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/203212</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/203212</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[the place where we're surrounded by everything we can't wait to get away yet we feel closer to the lives we're about to live.We went back today and found that hidden house yet again.  We get q... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/203212'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[sunburn never felt so good]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/198878</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/198878</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA["no, this is the first time beth's snuck out of the house, we have to take a picture."Today was awesome, an all around wonderful day from start to finish, when everyone was so happy to just be tog... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/198878'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[that glimmer of hope, it never fails]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/197833</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/197833</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[today, another potentially great day ruined and I got fed up.  I spent most of the afternoon enjoying being apart of something great and wondering if I'd ever be as lucky as her.  I don't know, maybe ... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/197833'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[in appreciation]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/196854</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/196854</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[It's the end of the week.  Tomorrow means another set of 7-24 hour periods grouped together for organization, but at this point I say screw the practical side of things that says to always know where ... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/196854'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[she's lucky...someone deserves to be that lucky]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/195310</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/195310</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I couldn't even look at your picture last night, the entire thought of you upset me.  For once the last thing I wanted was to be woken up by a phone call from you,  but as always it was nothing to wor... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/195310'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[if only you knew...]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/195183</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/195183</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[one day you're going to realize how much you never knew.  You're going to finally understand that things change and words aren't set in stone.  You'll learn that plans are altered and promises can be ... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/195183'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA["normal" from a new perspective]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/194796</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/194796</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[we went to lunch today at that adorable cafe kelli and I have become so fond of.  We sat at the same table in the same chairs and it was cute as always, but something seemed better today.  Like we wer... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/194796'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[a day when everything was so great is was un-bear-able]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/193350</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/193350</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[today was one of those days when holding hands is even more cute than normal and sitting through "wonderland of Ocean" or whatever it was called was slightly amusing...but only slightly.  Only on days... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/193350'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[the kid we never thought would end up meaning anything...he's back]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/192320</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/192320</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Adam comes tomorrow, and with him he brings all the wonderful times being in love comes with.  When, for once, the rules don't apply and we can all be happy for the mere reason that we're together and... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/192320'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[it's painfully obvious]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/190545</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/190545</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[School’s out and summer’s finally sinking in.  Vacations are beginning and relationships are suffering.  Quality time is few and far between and phone calls are lifelines, and while I sit here and... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/190545'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[red, white, and blue]]></title><link>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/190440</link><guid>http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/190440</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 1969 16:00:00 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Kelli and I ventured across the lake yesterday to celebrate yet another acheivement in Jacob Robert Rongey's life.  He graduated, good for him.  Somehow the both of us managed to reach that mark this ... <a href='http://bethanne.tblog.com/post/190440'>more from bethanne...</a>]]></description></item></channel></rss>