<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8' standalone='yes'?><rss version='2.0'><channel><title>My Blog Feed</title><link>http://www.tblog.com/</link><description>A tBlog Blog!</description><lastBuildDate>Fri, 15 Feb 2008 01:57:10 -0800</lastBuildDate><language>en-us</language><item><title><![CDATA[hallmark worship and regret]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969975164</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969975164</guid><pubDate>Fri, 15 Feb 2008 01:53:10 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[So since I've had hallmarks version of all amerikan love forced down my throat for the last month culminating in todays red and pink rose scented grope fest of candy and STD's it's put me in a bad moo... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969975164'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[this is never enough]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969940785</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969940785</guid><pubDate>Fri, 02 Mar 2007 05:53:01 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Brief Intro to Psychosis.  A person who is psychotic is out of touch with reality. People with psychosis may hear &quot;voices&quot; or have strange and illogical ideas (for example, t... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969940785'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Grass is greener...]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969940399</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969940399</guid><pubDate>Tue, 27 Feb 2007 05:46:30 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[What is it that makes us want what we can't have? Why work so fucking hard to get something and then once you have it..... you don't want it anymore. Nothing is ever good enough, always looking for so... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969940399'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[It's been a while]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969940230</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969940230</guid><pubDate>Sun, 25 Feb 2007 23:46:16 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I'm still alive and struggling. I'm working six shifts a week now. I have no energy to do this and I have nothing left after. I'm running pretty much on pure apathy.

Either be dead tired at home or... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969940230'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[witness to a car vs pedestrian accident]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969920103</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969920103</guid><pubDate>Thu, 05 Oct 2006 02:37:04 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Amber and i were driving home in rush hour..... the car in front of us pulled into the turn lane and sped up to try and make the light. He hit a guy crossing the road....so hard... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969920103'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[pain and more pain]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913551</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913551</guid><pubDate>Tue, 29 Aug 2006 01:46:09 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Not in general one to notice/complain about pain. But holy fuck I hurt tonight. I hoping it's not going to end with a bout of ON and a round of psychosis and steroids. I hope it goes away. Fucking ... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913551'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[AKA  Terror]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913225</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913225</guid><pubDate>Sun, 27 Aug 2006 15:55:15 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I've had several ID's online and off. Some of them I left behind as I grew and changed. Some I fucking fled from. Some I am still running from.&nbsp;... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913225'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[The ones you hurt the most]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913221</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913221</guid><pubDate>Sun, 27 Aug 2006 15:29:00 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I miss my dad.Fucker.&nbsp;I love how he came back into my life only to die after getting me to like him.I wonder if it was better to have a boogyman dad in my head and st... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913221'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Healthy is a temporary condition]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913144</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913144</guid><pubDate>Sun, 27 Aug 2006 02:06:39 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[It's true. You may be healthy right now but it won't last. If you are lucky &quot;unhealthy&quot; will be a brain aneurysm in your sleep at 98 years old. But chances are it won't be. &nbsp;... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969913144'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[vodka the evil throw back to my russian ex's]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912954</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912954</guid><pubDate>Fri, 25 Aug 2006 12:29:49 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I thinks it's funny when I want to torture myself by forgetting I really shouldn't drink anything in any amount...... I go straight for the vodka. I love good vodka, and it hurts me. Sounds familiar. ... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912954'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[You don't get to choose]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912695</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912695</guid><pubDate>Wed, 23 Aug 2006 21:59:42 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I have lots of bi, gay, lesbian, trans-gendered, straight, and any range of combinations of friends. Always have. I have no problem with anyone's sexuality. If they aren't fucking me.... ... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912695'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Your hands on my skin]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912518</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912518</guid><pubDate>Tue, 22 Aug 2006 21:38:31 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I miss my ex. I don't want to be with him over you. I just want you to fuck more like him. It's not even about technique or anatomy. It's not about emotions or the relationship between me and you a... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912518'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[love and its implications]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912066</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912066</guid><pubDate>Sun, 20 Aug 2006 13:51:12 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Love is a difficult thing for me. Do most people have to remind themselves to feel that? I'm not sure. I don't think so. I think they just feel it and feel it until they are done. Not me. I have to... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969912066'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[danger to myself?]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911827</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911827</guid><pubDate>Fri, 18 Aug 2006 20:26:41 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I'm accustomed to being a "danger to myself" on purpose.


Been there lots of times. Nothing new.


But am I now a danger to myself on accident?? Am now so crippled that I can't ... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911827'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[I'm sick of being in the 7th grade with you]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911818</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911818</guid><pubDate>Fri, 18 Aug 2006 19:34:14 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Stop doing the immature kid thing ok?? I don't do the does he "like like me or just like me???? thing. grow up. If you're big enough to fuck me you're big enought act like a man.


How long... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911818'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[I'm sick of being in the 7th grade with you]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911817</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911817</guid><pubDate>Fri, 18 Aug 2006 19:26:30 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Stop doing the immature kid thing ok?? I don't do the does he "like like me or just like me???? thing. grow up. If you're big enough to fuck me you're big enought act like a man.


How long... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911817'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Confess]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911535</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911535</guid><pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 18:05:35 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[As far as I can know I have not been cheated on. But I have seen this done among my friends and parents.


I have yet to really understand this. What the fuck is the point in cheating?
... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911535'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Things turn up]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911523</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911523</guid><pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 16:24:13 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[It's funny how my brain is drawing a connection between my friends need for a bed and the death of anothers neighbor.


I mean sure we are taking the dead guys bed.... but really the two ha... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911523'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[im sick of addicts]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911332</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911332</guid><pubDate>Tue, 15 Aug 2006 08:13:55 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[My entire family has problems with addictions. I grew up with it, I've seen it countless times.


Which just points out the levels of stupidity addicts can fall into.


My friend... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911332'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[MonSter]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911241</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911241</guid><pubDate>Mon, 14 Aug 2006 19:47:14 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[So I suppose gimp etiquette requires a brief bit of background info.


I was diagnosed with MS in 2000. After spending several years being told I was crazy and perfectly healthy.

... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911241'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[tired doesn't cover it]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911239</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911239</guid><pubDate>Mon, 14 Aug 2006 19:38:12 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I don't think people understand the word tired or fatigue. Not until they have a disease that causes fatigue. In my case I have RRMS or in English Relapsing Remitting Multiple Sclerosis.

More a... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911239'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[debris]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911050</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911050</guid><pubDate>Sun, 13 Aug 2006 19:44:48 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I'm sick of everything. I'm tired of being trapped in this life into this rapidly decaying body. Sick of trying to do everything for everyone. Sick of having turn myself in a zombie just to get throug... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969911050'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[It's been fun.....]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969910980</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969910980</guid><pubDate>Sun, 13 Aug 2006 05:47:53 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[What about me has made you think I want to cuddle? I'm not that sort of girl. 

I get that some of the stuff I've done is way too much for you and I don't ask that of you... but don't ask me to pret... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969910980'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Hellraiser]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969910978</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969910978</guid><pubDate>Sun, 13 Aug 2006 05:31:24 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I'm really really sick of trying to help people, and trying to prop people up.

I haven't got the energy anymore to cope with my own issues, let alone other peoples problems.

Even people I actual... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969910978'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Everybody hates you]]></title><link>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969910901</link><guid>http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969910901</guid><pubDate>Sat, 12 Aug 2006 16:32:04 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[10 things.

1. I'm missing parts of my brain. Literally.

2. I suffer from a nice array of mental disorders

3. I'm female.

4. Masochistic not submissive.

5. Just becau... <a href='http://porcelain.tblog.com/post/1969910901'>more from porcelain...</a>]]></description></item></channel></rss>