<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8' standalone='yes'?><rss version='2.0'><channel><title>My Blog Feed</title><link>http://www.tblog.com/</link><description>A tBlog Blog!</description><lastBuildDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2008 07:39:27 -0700</lastBuildDate><language>en-us</language><item><title><![CDATA[How to Be Married to a Lazy Man]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1970010814</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1970010814</guid><pubDate>Thu, 14 Aug 2008 17:39:44 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Well... I don't mean to make this post sound witchy or anything, but there are a couple of pearls of wisdom that I want to write - both to myself and to those who may have stumbled across this post...... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1970010814'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Confidence]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1970000172</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1970000172</guid><pubDate>Fri, 04 Jul 2008 12:06:01 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I have none.  I need it back.  It's something I lost as my life sank further and further into depression.  I can't make a decision without second guessing.  I can't seem to do anything without second ... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1970000172'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Not Feeling Well...]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969999144</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969999144</guid><pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 05:29:19 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Don't worry - purely physical.  Have what I am hoping is allergies (no health insurance - can't afford to go to the doctor).  Primary problem right now is pretty well concentrated in the ears and thro... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969999144'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Changes....]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969998090</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969998090</guid><pubDate>Fri, 27 Jun 2008 05:05:30 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[So - I am fairly happy right now.  Unfortunately my husband is miserable.  He hates his job (again) and has come up with this idea that he wants to move.  Now, I am not overly fond of either one of my... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969998090'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Update]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969996519</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969996519</guid><pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:06:03 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I haven't been here in a while....

Hmm... well here's the major change in my life.  I had house difficulty - storm damage - and my husband went to an optional conference.  I started out angry with ... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969996519'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Truth of the Matter]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969960765</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969960765</guid><pubDate>Mon, 08 Oct 2007 07:09:13 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Ok - so - I joined two support groups and once I start getting down I don't here from either one.  Not one person has checked on me... and I guess I'm starting to wonder if I have it in me to form a r... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969960765'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[crash]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969956205</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969956205</guid><pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2007 07:26:12 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[So I went to Rapid City and I saw my boy... and he sang this song called "crash".  It was something he saw on a video on racing.  It's in my head.  So my mom found out about husband's little business ... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969956205'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Why family based adoption sucks]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969955715</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969955715</guid><pubDate>Wed, 22 Aug 2007 08:22:42 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[You know what - don't tell me "at least you always get to see him" or "at least you will know what goes on with him everyday".  You know what - at least I get to hear him everyday, think about him eve... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969955715'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Still haven't heard anything....]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969955584</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969955584</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 Aug 2007 05:50:38 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Hopefully, I get offered the job - but I'd at least like a second interview.  After last night I'm taking it if it's offered to me.  I had a bit of an anxiety attack last night at work when I had to w... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969955584'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[The hardest part.]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969955509</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969955509</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 Aug 2007 07:45:29 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[You know it is really hardest to wait to see if I got the job that I'm not sure that I would like.  Actually, I'm almost sure I wouldn't like it.  But the thing is that I need a change that I can't ge... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969955509'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[I wanna cry]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969952475</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969952475</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2007 07:03:32 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I don't feel particularily rotten today... but I want to cry.  I want to cry badly.  I want to sit down and let it all out.  I even want my husband to be there to hear it.  But I'm way to scared to cr... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969952475'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Wow]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969949555</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969949555</guid><pubDate>Wed, 30 May 2007 05:44:57 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[What do people even want from me?  I wish I could wear a sign around my neck that says "Please, not right now."  I feel like I need to just quit doing everything - go to bed - and never get up again. ... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969949555'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Dealing with failure]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947293</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947293</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 May 2007 14:37:26 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[I read somewhere that fear of failure is like driving blind down a road that you know will end in a brick wall you just don't know when or where you will finally crash.  That is what I feel like now. ... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947293'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[What am I supposed to do?]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947289</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947289</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 May 2007 14:20:38 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[What am I supposed to do?  Nothing is right everything is wrong.  I can't do anything good enough to satisfy other people.  I don't work hard enough or long enough, I don't care enough.  I can't stand... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947289'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Is there a Point?]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947261</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947261</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 May 2007 10:44:45 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[What is the point anymore... you work and work to never get ahead.  Things don't turn out the way you want them to and usually everything that you try to do comes back to bite you in the butt.  I want... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947261'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Seriously now]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947252</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947252</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 May 2007 08:59:28 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[What am I supposed to do?  I forgot my anxiety pills - go figure???  I haven't heard yet but odds are my vacation is not going to be approved.  I'm trying to think of a way out - but I'm in debt to my... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947252'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Stress Stinks]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947246</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947246</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 May 2007 08:37:26 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Ok folks, why do I work not one but two jobs that are chalk full of stress just so that we can barely keep our heads above water???  People make stupid decisions all the time that effect us in not so ... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969947246'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Some people need to shut up]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969946953</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969946953</guid><pubDate>Thu, 03 May 2007 14:10:41 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[You know what - if you know me in real life - ask me what you want but then don't get mad if I give you the answer that I have...

I feel bad when things happen and I feel like I have hurt someone b... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969946953'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Stand]]></title><link>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969946255</link><guid>http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969946255</guid><pubDate>Thu, 26 Apr 2007 17:23:18 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA["You get mad you get strong, wipe your hands, shake it off, then you stand."

Best song ever.  :)

Should be a theme for life.  ... <a href='http://Sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969946255'>more from Sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Depression, Living my life]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969942225</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969942225</guid><pubDate>Fri, 16 Mar 2007 06:28:25 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Folks - I'm tired.  I mean I'm not really all that sure how to make it through the day anymore.  I feel like it isn't worth it to do much more than sleep in the corner.  I can't concentrate... nor do ... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969942225'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[How can things go SO badly]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969942164</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969942164</guid><pubDate>Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:45:20 -0700</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Ok - first of all, I feel like total crap.  I have fluid in both ears, I feel like there is a big ziplock baggie over my head.  (Really, it feels like things are tightening and there is only a little ... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969942164'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[When I get where I'm going]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969940289</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969940289</guid><pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2007 14:50:20 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[You know how some of the songs that you hear inspire you to write?  Well maybe that's just me.  There's this country song that talks about "when I get where I'm going".  

I know that it is not abou... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969940289'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[New Day... new day...]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969939807</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969939807</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Feb 2007 06:20:27 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Well yesterday I was so frustrated that I said the word "frickin" in a conversation with my boss.  Now, not sure which is more said, the fact that I said frickin or the fact that I didn't say the othe... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969939807'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Depression]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969939694</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969939694</guid><pubDate>Tue, 20 Feb 2007 12:21:09 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[Ok, so think I'm going back on my Fluoxetine now.  I am done.  I am so tired I just want to crawl under my desk and wait until they tell me I can go home.

I hate responsibility.  I hate money.  I d... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969939694'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item><item><title><![CDATA[Life is confusing]]></title><link>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969939193</link><guid>http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969939193</guid><pubDate>Wed, 14 Feb 2007 11:57:57 -0800</pubDate><description><![CDATA[You know what?  Life is confusing... I like the song that says "God is great but sometimes life ain't good."

Let's just hope that somewhere out there there is a happy place for us all.

More late... <a href='http://sdclutcole.tblog.com/post/1969939193'>more from sdclutcole...</a>]]></description></item></channel></rss>